Love is a Losing Game

Have you heard this song by Amy Winehouse? It's a slow, haunting song, combined with Amy's unique voice, it's beautiful but very sad. Be careful not to listen to it on the day where you are feeling really down especially because love's suck. Cause this song will just make you cry, might even push you over the edge.
Don't say I didn't warn you! :P Anyways this song inspired me to edit one of my photo. For complete song lyric, click on the photo. <3

Lovely Gerbera at Niagara

Hey, it rhymes! ^__^

When I take photos of flowers it usually involved a photo cube and some proper lighting. That's why I love this particular shot, nothing fancy involved. This flower was on our table when we were dining at this restaurant facing the falls at Niagara. I couldn't help myself, I had to take pictures. The trick was to do it discreetly, so the other tables won't assume I was a Japanese tourist who take pictures of everything. ^__^

And a good cropping made it simply lovely, don't you agree?

Daughter of the Dawn

I will not make, the same mistakes that you did. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery... I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard, I’ve learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk.. Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt.. Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you I am afraid...

I lose my way, and it’s not too long before you point it out.. I cannot cry because I know that’s weakness in your eyes... I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life. My heart can’t possibly break when it wasn’t even whole to start with...

Because of You~Kelly Clarkson
For complete song lyric click HERE

The Pink Cake

Not in the mood to write anything. Just.. I made a cake and I frost it pink. Just because. Doesn't look too nice but trust me, it tasted great. ^__^

Indonesian Food In Canada

Do you live in Ontario, Canada? Do you miss Indonesian Food? Do you know we have Oey Trading here, they're the biggest Indonesian food supplier in Canada. They carry Indofood, ABC, Garudafood, Munik, Marizarasa dbrands and many more. I made their website by the way , check it out --> Oey Trading

Pretty Saree

I’m so fascinated by India jewelries and Saree lately. Been collecting cute colorful fashion jewelries and about 10 days ago I ordered embroidered Saree online. It arrived today, the package is not as heavy as I thought, which is good. But I was disappointed a bit soon as I opened the package, the color is way off than it’s photo. And there’s no pink in it at all as shown in the photo, just red, yellow and green. Also the color in photo is so much brighter, where the actual fabric is muted. It’s a beautiful thing still, and lately I’ve been learning to let go, and focus on the bright sides instead, it makes my life happier. So… Good things: I still save a lot of money by buying direct from India, they shipped it fast, and I got free stiching service for the top, they give me cute package of bindhi (forehead jewels), and plus, they include a DVD on how to wear the saree. I mastered the skill within 2 minutes after watching the DVD, so proud of myself! ^__^

Shrimp Balado Stir Fry

This is for the very hopeless cook like me. LOL! Cause it's super easy to make.

Ingredients: 1 Pkg of cooked Shrimp, 1/3 jar of the Balado instant, Blue Band margarine, Salt & Pepper, 1/2 tsp of instant Garlic.

How To Make: Heat 2 tbs Margarine, saute the Shrimp till golden brown, put some Salt and Pepper. Put aside. Heat 1 tbs of Margarine, saute Garlic for 5 seconds, toss the Balado instant, stir for 3 minutes, add some water, atir, add the Shrimp. Stir for 3 more minutes. Serve with rice and sliced Cucumber for the Balado seasoning is pretty hot. Easy peasy!

My Face On A Book Cover!

About a year ago, my friend , Raggy Adam from DeviantArt asked me if he could use one of my stock photo for a book cover tender. Of course I said yes. I would love to be in a book cover! Yes yes yes! :D So after a few months, I found out from him that the image was accepted. Yay! Oh, the book title is: Dyah Pitaloka, Korban Ambisi Politik Gajahmada. Yeah, it’s in Indonesian. Back in January ‘08 I went to Indonesia. I found the book in one of the biggest book store in Jakarta! Wow! I bought several, to give to my family and friends, hee hee.. It’s not everyday I become a book cover model you know. ^__^

Cutie McFlirty

You might not understand this if you are not a beadmaker, or if you’re a normal person. :P I get too attached to my beads sometimes. I named them according to their personalities. I made this pink turtle bead which is my most fave, using my favorite glass Messy Pink, I named her ‘Cutie McFlirty’. Cause she is super cute! Cutie is one of the biggest bead I ever made, she’s a chubster. I was so excited to see how she turned out. I guess I was mesmerized by her big blue eyes, I forgot to keep her warm while decorating her body. So she cracked during finishing touches, gave me a minor heart attack. I remember screaming the bad word. I was devastated. I spent about half an hour on her, damn it! Anyway, pulled myself together, I heat her up again, she is in 1 piece, but not sellable. I was going to keep her anyway. Update: Cutie lives with my cousin now, to prove that I can part with my favorite beads. (Boo hoo!)

The Goddesses Project

Long long time ago before I make my own beads, I have this little project in mind. Due to many many oh so many reasons that I wont get into, this project was neglected. Recently I decided to finish it and I’m very happy with the result.So, my plan was to make a piece of jewelry using variety of lampwork beads that I collected from some of the many beadmakers I admire. I emailed each one of them with the same request, which is to make me 3 beads in their signature style. I pick the rod colors, which is white, clear, clear pink and variety of pink. I also set the size of beads to be around 11 to 13mm, with expectation that some will be off by 1 or 2 mm, which is okay.Anyway, I found out that its also impossible, at least for me, to make just 1 jewelry out of these beads. I ended up with a few pieces. Everything’s done. I call this set ‘Goddesses’. To see the list of beadmakers, click on the image. Thank you for reading!